October 28, 2009

♥ F a L L i N g ♥

I don't know how 
i don't know why 
but babe it seems
you've touched my life
you're in my dreams
you're in my heart
i call myself 
a miracle
something strange has come over me 
a raging wind 
across my seas
and babe u know that your eyes are to blame
what am i supposed to do 
if i cant get over u
i come to find that u dont feel the same


cause i'm falling falling
babe i'm falling for u
and i pray you falling too
i've been falling falling 
ever since the moment i laid my eyes on u


i lose my steps 
i lose my ground
i lose myself
when you're around
i'm holding on 
for my life
to keep from drowning in your eyes
babe what have u done to me
to make me fall so desperately
to think that i dont even know your name 
how am i supposed to live
if i cant get over this
and you decide that u dont feel the same...♥♥♥

wah jiwangnye kate2 hehe ♥♥♥

wanna know why?
i saw him after 2 weeks tak nmpk dia..
siape dia?
who?
who aaa?
♥ SYAIFUL RIZAL ♥

sape syaiful rizal?
mamat yg slalu aku nmpk dlm tren.
dia naik ktm dari sg buloh n akan turun kat stsn KL.
before this mmg almost everyday aku akan nmpk dia..tapi lately mmg jarang nmpk dia..
when i started falling in ya?
emm xingt la plak tp yg aku ingt ms tu aku n diana dlm ktm ke rawang
and dia naik dari stsn KL. he's so smart and handsome :)
mmg kemas gile mamat ni..rmbt spiky,bj kemeja kemas..dgn sling bag LV..and even on friday aku nmpk dia pn dia kmas even pkai tshirt je..

camne aku tau nm dia?
one day tu..aku tertido dlm ktm (as usual) bl aku terjaga kat stsn bank negara, i saw him standing right in front of me!
OMG, pe lg, aku dah xtentu arah la..adoiyai dia nmpk aku tersenguk2 tdo huhu..
and right in front of my eyes, i saw his ID card written SYAIFUL RIZAL ^.^
tapi yg xbest nye aku slalu nmpk dia borak dgn 2 girls yg mmg cantik and kinda howt..


and tadi, ms aku n shima br kuar dr lrt kl sntrl,i saw him at the mobile phone booth!
aku trus tahan shima and bgtau kat shima yg i hv a crush on him!
best nye!!!
pas2 aku n shima berdiri je la dpan stsn lrt tu,borak2..tb2 dia gerak dr booth 2 and mmg sah2 dia nmpk aku.aku xpandang dia tkot dia syak aku usha dia..
tapi shima pndg dia and shima ckp:
rasa cam dia tau je nina usha dia..

adoiyai,xbest la camni..then aku tgk kt jam KTM, tren rawang dh nak smpi..elok aku lps tmpt tiket 2, dia announce tren cancel lak..adoi..
emm mula2 aku ingt nk bdiri dkat dgn dia tapi since aku rs cam dia dah perasan je aku usha dia..mls la nk make it too obvious..
aku bdiri jauh skit.tp ade gak curik2 pandang tapi dia lak tgh pndg kat arah aku ms 2..malu la plak..adoi..


what am i supposed to do??? 

tapi bila aku pikir blk kan..laki handsome cam dia wont look at me twice..jgn kn twice,once pn tah2 ssh..
ntah2 ms dia pndg aku 2, dia terdetik dlm hati dia..mak aii bsar nye pompuan ni..gemoknye dia..
aku rs aku xlayak pn utk laki cam2..mst dia pilih girls yg cam slalu aku nmpk dgn dia 2..yg howt, slim, elegance and whatsoeva..

emm biar la aku just cuci mate je kan tgk dia..jadikan semangat utk dtg keje awl everyday hehe.. aku sedar siapa la diri ku ini hehe..







4 comments:

alia said...

hi nina. saya ni kawan ira, alia. hee sorry if i read ur blog just that i have the urge to read it.

anyway, dun put urself down okay. maybe he's interested also bcos u guys always cross path kan. so here's a suggestion - the next time u saw him and he's looking at you why not you smile at him. who knows he might smile back.

tak cuba tak tahu result kan.

:)

anata said...

hi alia..its ok :)
be my guest to read my blog :)

thanx for ur advice :) i think i'm gonna give a try one day hehe

nur nabilah syazwani said...

ecececece,,akk!
wah wah wah!
muehehe.pndai dh dia..usah2 lam ktm plak,,ngeh2..kalau nabilah kan nabilah senyum jekk..(psst..jgn ckp ameer.=P) tgkla dia respon ape..

akk nih pon apela..ade lak ckp cmtuh..tak baik tau..comel ape.chubby la.bukn gemuk k. =)

anata said...

hehe nabila..akk kan pmalu hikhik..ala usha2 je bkn wat pe pn hehe..