May 28, 2010

it's official that we no longer together...

yesterday 27/5/10. was the official date of my resignation from ECC.
it was the hardest decision to make but after considering from all aspect..it's the best i guess..

well i received lotsa farewell plus birthday present..which make me more touched, sad, appreciated, and being loved.i never thought that i've been surrounded by loveable people and they treat me as their sister. now i know, if i die now, i will be blessed with love and prayers from them..

ECC was the most fun department, i must say because all of the members are hip and happening though we have different age level here. all of 'em were so sporting and kinda crazee.. and now i have to leave the happening department for good!

GONNA MISS U ECC A LOT!!

May 21, 2010

kau pergi...

i really love my dear contact centerians!!!

just now, syaiful edham a.k.a eddy a.k.a angah dedicated a song to me..
the song he sang with guitar makes me cry again..
the lyrics is really touching and i cried in front of nikmah,kak ira, dave, zamry and hafiz..

i was watching retention team practicing for our team building (soon it wont be 'our'), then during their break, eddy suddenly wanna sing a song for me. i thought it would be a happy2 song but then he sang this...

and after i cried,kak ira told eddy to stop cos she's gonna cry too..
i wish i could record the moment he sang this to me..
thanx guys, really appreciate that..

May 17, 2010

owh 24? it's just a number..

i am happy today because it's my birthday!!
well today, i'm blessed with lotsa luv!!
i never thought that people around me are really love me..
it's really touched me and makes me cry all day..
let see what has happened to me today..

1) at first i thought he wont wish me happy birthday cos i thought he dont even give a damn bout it. but turned out he was the first one who wished me owh not just wish, he even sang the birthday song! how sweet of him.. :) i almost cried cos i really thought he will forget plus he's at his hometown right now..i dunno what to say, even thank you didnt come out from my mouth..i kept smiling..after received his call, i couldnt sleep muahaha..

2) i arrived at the office early as usual. i looked at payid's place, aik she not here yet. i signed in to blogger, then i found an update from payid's blog. dedikasi istimewa is the entry title. after i read throughout the entry, i realized that the entry is dedicated for me! it was the sweetest entry ever! i cried after i read the entry. payid, u really touched me. i never thought that i would get such a big compliment and how much i meant to you as a friend and a colleague. then another surprise from payid.. she arrived late and kak zu asked her why u late? she answered, she stopped by to buy present for me. owww and guess what she gave me? a purple rose, a purple bear and a kinder bueno. it was so sweet and really something for me..btw i was wearing purple today hehe.. i love u so much!


3) i got a pink bear with forerro rocher on its body together with a birthday card from liyana. love it so much. :)


4) my colleagues sang to me a birthday song which makes me really wanna cry as i'll be leaving them soonn i really love u guys..

5) one of my friend who is also a brother  to me who is working in the same tower also sang me a birthday song..thanx a lot and u makes me cry again!

6) ira made me a delicious-sweet-cute mini cupcakes with Happy 24th Birthday Nina on it! owwh ira, so sweet of u made all this to me with lotsa of luv..thanx a lot..love u so much!


7) as i only worked half day today, yantie came by and fetch me. we went to kedai makan near Istana and wan (her bf) bought me a lunch of very sedap ikan bakar. and she also gave me a red-big eyed monster a.k.a elmo hehe..at first she wanna have a karaoke session but seems like redbox was full!

8) in our department, on someone's birthday, we will receive an email from ECC to spread the joy. and i took the advantage to reply to all mentioned that i wish to join my colleagues to langkawi as my birthday present and guess what? all of my colleagues supported my wish hehe owh guys, i really love u guys seriously!

9) and last but not least lotsa birthday wishes on FB, sms and also emails from my beloved friends and family.. mama said we gonna celebrate my birthday later together with my another two critters. they're having an exam now so later would be okay as long as we are together..

OMG i was so fragile these days...lotsa of crying scene lately..
it's because i'm gonna resign soon.. and it makes me easy to cry..huwaa..

May 16, 2010

mana-mana drama pun tak boleh celen okay!

aku baru dapat 1 true story form my buddy.. letak la nama dia N (bukan nama sebenar) cerita dia memang kalah drama swasta okay.

cerita dia macam ni..
N dengan F dah putus setahun lalu. tapi sebab musabab dorang putus agak mengecewakan N sebab dia sayang sangat kat F.Sebab dorang dah couple 7 tahun.Lama okay! (aku pun tak paham sebab sebenar dorang putus). Apa-apa pun mereka putus cara baik. Aku betul2 faham penyeksaan yang N alami selama dia nak melupakan F. Memang sakit sangat. Aku memang agak kesian tengok gaya N masa mula2 dorang putus dulu. Memang aku n kengkawan lain bagi support kat dia. Depan kitorang dia happy tapi dalam hati, dia je yang tau.

N dapat kerja di tempat baru. Baru gak la dalam 3 4 bulan dia kat sana. Kat opis baru ni, dia rapat dengan sorang budak, D. Dari cerita N, D ni sorang perempuan yang baik, anti sosial dan sangat susah jatuh cinta.

Nak dijadikan cerita, satu hari ni, D ni nak la tunjukkan budak lelaki yang berjaya membuka hatinya untuk jatuh cinta. N ni bukan main lagi excited nak tau siapakah gerangannya. 'Ha ni la dia F, lelaki yang D cerita kat N.' sambil D tunjuk gambar F kat FB. Dan tatkala itu, N rasa macam nak pengsan sebab F yang couple dengan D adalah orang yang sama couple dengan N dulu!
D tanya N, okay tak N tengok F? N pun jawab okay lah,nampak baik. Lepas tu si D ni pulak suruh N chat pulak dengan F, N chat lah dengan F. Tak cukup dengan itu D minta tolong N uji F.. D suruh N call K konon2 nak mengorat, tapi N tak nak sebab F mesti kenal suara dia. Ya Allah, sakitnya hati N masa tu macam kena tikam! tapi yang bagusnya pasal N ni, dia tak cakap kat D yang F tu ex dia.

Hari-hari D mesti cerita pasal F. Betapa baiknya F, romantiknya F, kelakarnya F. everything bout F! N tadah je telinga dia sampai bernanah dengar cerita diorang hari-hari! Sampai la birthday F, D tanya pendapat N nak beli apa. Gatal je mulut N nak bagitahu yang F tu suka barang2 tropicana.. tapi N masih berkias..Bagi la hint kata ex N dulu suka barang tropicana dan D pun cakap eh macam sama la pulak dengan F.

Satu hari tu, N nak exam, D mesej N bagitahu F bagi dia cincin emas putih! Masa tu N memang dah meraung dah. Dah la orang tu nak exam, disuap pulak cerita macam tu.. Hari kedua N nak exam, D mesej N bagitahu yang F kirim salam dan wish gudluck kat N. Sekali lagi N rasa macam dihempap oleh langit. Lepas pada tu, dia langsung off handphone. Taknak anasir2 F masuk dalam kepala otak dia.

Dan semalam N mesej kat aku, cakap yang dia nampak F hantar D datang kerja. F nampak N tapi dia buat2 tak nampak...

Ya Allah N, besar sungguh dugaan kau. Orang yang masih lagi kau sayang sekarang couple pulak dengan orang yang kau hadap muka setiap hari! Kau mendengar berita bahagia seorang kawan yang merupakan berita yang menghancur luluhkan hati kau. Walaupun D tak salah dalam hal ni tapi tak sepatutnya kau menadah telinga mendengar cerita F hari2.. Aku tak dapat bayangkan betapa hancur berkecainya hati kau.  Aku memang respect kau sebab kau menjaga persahabatan kau dengan D sampaikan kau hadap cerita F setiap hari. Aku dah nasihatkan N supaya at least berkias supaya D tak cerita sangat pasal F. tapi N tak nak nanti D terasa.. Dan aku rasa cerita kau ni memang kalah mana2 drama swasta kat tv.aku dengar pun aku dapat rasa betapa sakitnya dan hancur luluhnya hati kau...

Aku doakan kau tabah N.....

May 14, 2010

kesedihan melanda

okay muktamadnya aku dapat tau yang aku kena report duty kerja gomen pada 1/6/10..
abah called and informed that. terus aku sedih sangat..
aku pandang Liyana and buat muka sedih.dia pun cakap dia sedih sebab cepat sangat aku nak berhenti..memang dia antara orang pertama yang tahu aku dapat offer gomen tapi ingatkan lambat lagi report..

then aku pergi kat shima dengan muka sedihnya..
hari ni tersebar lah khabar tersebut.bila dah ramai yang tau aku nak berhenti ni lagi la aku sedih..
dan aku juga sedih sebab aku tak dapat join dorang pergi Langkawi..huwaa

tadi sebelum balik,baru la boss nak cakap yang dorang akan hantar aku punya aplication untuk perm kepada HR and HR will definitely approve it..ala dah terlambat..dah 2 tahun aku tunggu nak perm..
tadi dia cakap tix to langkawi dah beli tapi aku still tak leh ikut sebab aku kan dah berhenti masa tu..ala,boleh la..aku dah berkhidmat selama 2 tahun kot,dari bagi bebudak yang still under training yang belum tentu stay lama,baiklah bagi kat staff dia yang setia ni..

waa sedihnya nak tinggalkan kengkawan aku disini..
in contact center memang pressure kerja tinggi, sesapa yang kerja contact center knows that but having a very good environment plus kengkawan yang sekepala memang boleh buat kita lupa semua ketensian..

tadi liyana mula la buat cerita sedih..
siapa nak challenge dengan dia call siapa lagi banyak? 
siapa nak cerita2 dengan dia lagi? 
lepas ni takde dah la orang nak pegang2 sanggul dia yang tinggi tu..
jangan cerita camtu weyh, aku sedih ni..

janna pulak cakap lepas ni siapa nak buatkan dia kek batik yang best lagi? 
kak ita pulak cakap lepas ni siapa lagi dia nak main tarik2 tali bra hehehe
u all makes me sadder... 

whatever pun, i really appreciate your doa and support when i voice out my decision.. i hope i made the right decision..
doakan lah yang terbaik untukku..

May 13, 2010

senarai mengada-ngada hehe

my birthday is coming soon very soooonnnnn hehe 17th May next monday

so tetiba pagi ni aku terasa macam nak buat wishlist hahaha tiba-tiba kan..



new handphone. either Bb or Nokia Mini N97. ahaks my old phone is old enuff hehe
new boyfie hahahaha dah 2 thn menjanda ni hehe (cam desperado je kahkah)
new mp3 player sebab yang sebelum ni dah agak lama dan tak boleh nak guna dah huhu
a brand new perfume cos yang Escada dah pecah berkecai huhu.. suka yang new Nina Ricci aiceh mentang-mentang nama sama hehe
new purse that looks cute but not too childish  ahaha
i always wanted a silver necklace with butterfly pendant hehe
new watch especially the one that looks elegant hahaa dah jadi perempuan aku
chocolates!! anything with chocs is my ultimate pleasure. whether kinder bueno, forerro rocher, cadbury, daim, all of  'em makes me happy hehe
an adorable teddy.. i have one big teddy that was a gift from my ex..i want a new one hehe
shoes shoes shoes..i lovee shoes..i just cant get enuf of it.padahal baru je lagi beli wedges heeh
new clothes.. sekarang macam dah mula berjinak jinak dengan girly2 dress, and whatever yang nampak girly hahaha
new jeans..jeans lama dah bosan haha
nak bercuti ke langkawi with my colleagues.. :( soon i'm no longer etiqan..so it's gonna be the last xtvt with 'em
new job.. yeah i got a new job from gomen.at JKR but i dunno when or where i'll posting (nightmare cos tak tau kat mana akan dicampak) but abah said this is my advance birthday present..
a fantastic and fab shopping spree hehe shopping is the best therapy rite..so let me have my therapy muahaha
a dinner / lunch / supper treat hehe..anywhere can as long as i can enjoy foods..
being more loved and less hated..



okay i'm done i guess hehehe..actually there's lots more tapi mengada la sangat hehe.. enuf for now..
i dont expect all of these on my bed on my birthday hehe i just wanna spend the day with my loves one..family and friends.. (takde bf lor) i wanna be spoilt, wanna be pampered hehe bestnye..

actually a simple birthday wish means a lot to me too..mark the date..17th may

May 11, 2010

reunion was fun!!!

our reunion was held at maybank bungalow in Pee Dee on 7-9 may
even though our ex classmates who attended it only 7 peeps but the least i can say is..it was fun.
we're enjoyed the banana boat action and also the catch-up session  that make us awake till 5 am!

ha the banana boat scene..seluar yang aku pakai on that evening was a bit longgar..then bila masuk dalam laut lagi la dia longgar..jeng jeng jeng
masa we all dijatuhkan dari banana boat, aku mengalami kesukaran untuk naik ke boat balik sebab seluar aku nak terlondeh! yang hampehnya bebudak laki,dorang yang naik dulu.tinggal aku n intan tak dapat naik. but it was totally a blast and fun sangat2

then habis banana boat, we all balik ke banglo..
nak buat bbq la konon2nya..dijadikan cerita, api yang cuba dihidupkan dari pukul 7 lebih,sampai pukul 9 lebih baru nyala! orang sebelah dah usha2 haha..what ever pun kami dapat gak la makan ayam yang dibbq hehe

after makan, we all catching up..tanya amacam kerja, relationship and the best damn thing was our memories together in PSAS!
and as i expected, bebudak ni mesti nak tanya macam mana aku boleh sangkut dengan zali, apa lebih nya zali la macam2 la..sampai yantie dah 3 4 kali cuba tukar topik, dorang pusing balik topik tu..cheeet!!
takpe,aku cool je dengan soalan melodi tu hahaha..
the best part was we all sanggup tak tido sebab tahan tajli dari balik apartment dia hahaha memang asyik kena bahan je..
cerita punya cerita alih2 dah pukul 5 pagi!

sunday morning, we all bakar lagi ayam yang balance semalam.habiskan kesemuanya!
before balik we all ambik gambar,memang dah boy suruh masing-masing pakai baju putih.cantik je semua pakai baju putih except duzt n lee.. (tak reti bertindak mengikut arahan betul!)
what eva pun it was a fun short holiday with all of them n i'm gonna miss u guys again! to those yang tak datang memang double triple la ruginye!

the banglo that we're staying








May 7, 2010

hati girang!!

goin to Pee Dee on Saturday!!
best best best
akan berlangsungnya reunion kecil-kecilan bebudak SKA Politeknik Sultan Azlan Syah or masa kami dulu was Politeknik Tanjung Malim.
rindunye sama kengkawan yang lain.lama gila tak jumpa.kalau yantie tu selalu la gak jumpa nya..

kami menyewa sebuah banglo di batu 12.
the reunion start dari hari Jumaat sebenarnya tapi disebabkan yantie ada kelas malam jumaat ni, so tak dapat la..
kami akan ke sana pada sabtu pagi.
eventho just berbelas orang je yang akan join, tapi hope it's gonna be fun!
CAN'T WAIT!!

May 2, 2010

i thought i saw something good in you
but i was very wrong!

i thought you can be a better person
but no, you wont change for your own good!

i thought when you promised me, to your friend..you will fulfill it..
but i was wrong once again!

i wasted my time and effort to see you change
i also wasted my time defending you whenever she said you will never change!
and i guess she's right... you will never change!

*sigh*

May 1, 2010

etiqa hunt 2010

last weekend, aku joined Etiqa Hunt 2010 to Gambang Resort!
my teammates was ayuni, amiey, shema.kami menaiki myvi amiey.
flags-off dari dataran maybank pukul 8.26am

melalui segambut.hahaha kat area segambut lagi kitorang dah tersalah jalan. then patah balik,shit memang dah buang masa.nasib baik ayuni perasan yang tersalah junction.
pastu next klu, kitorang cari jalan 8/3A kat taman prima indah,tanya la mamat yang jual nasi lemak ni.kerek tul,dia cakap,ramai dah yang dah lepas! tapi rupenya dia tunjuk salah jalan.hantu tul! ramai yang tersalah sebab dia.

then kami pun meneruskan semua klu dan soalan.
i really loves my colleague cos dorang memang the best buddies eva!
team rezza tolong kitorang dengan jawapan yang kitorang konfius.team kak yam pun sama gak.  ♥♥♥♥ korang mucho!


team kitorang sampai kat Gambang Resort,memang on time! ngam2 8 jam fuh!
then bila dah sampai,kena buat task lagi 1.isi air dalam botol guna 2 paip yang berlubang. habis task tu, kitorang pun check in la..what a nice room here! nasib baik kitorang dapat 1 bilik hehe

rileks kejap then ada dinner pulak kat dining hall.sepatutnya kena pakai ikut tema iaitu 'HUNTERS' tapi we all takde idea hehe so just wore black shirt.
ada 7 team dari contact center hehe..team kak ira (wit jli,dave ), team kitorang, team kak yam (wit kak ct n eddy), team reza (wit ej,afiq), team izam (wit an), team fizow,team nikmah.

team kak yam dapat tempat ke 18, team reza dapat ke 8, team kak ira dapat ke 3!
yang paling bestnye, ramai gak antara kitorang yang dapat lucky draw! kak ira, jli ,dave and izam won lucky draw! bak kate awang as MC, memang malam contact center hahaha bangga gile dengan all the contact centerians! muaxx muaxx

after dinner, we all ke TC! lepak minum beramai2 sampai pukul 3 pagi baru sampai bilik! shema n ayuni dah terbongkang tido.

esoknya, pukul 7 pagi dah kena ada kat bawah sebab kitorang joined Beach Cleaning! bagus kan kami hehe..membersihkan Teluk Chempedak beramai2

ha masa kat TC ni la kami menunjukkan skill contact center iaitu pantang tengok kamera hahaha! pantang nampak camera hala ke one of us, yang lain mesti berlari nak sama haha keja nye tak banyak mana pun!

habis kat beach cleaning, balik bilik tukar baju then pe lagi menuju ke waterpark!even masa tu panas,kami tak kira hehe

then dekat pukul 4 memasing pulang ke bilik cos we all kena check out pukul 5 pm.
dah check out, first thing on mind was lapar2..
kami makan kat R&R temerloh.masing2 pekena tempoyak ikan patin, pergh memang terbaik!
pastu kami pun pulang la ke pangkal jalan..

picta picta

vacay

BANDUNG TRIP 16-19th April 2010

day 1 :
- arrived at International Airport Hussein Sastranegara, Bandung at 10.10 am
- checked out.auntie sham's bag was taken by indonesian, wth.padahal their bags was totally different!


-checked in at our guest house.shoot,forgot the name. letak bag then keluar.
-had lunch at AMPERA house near PASAR BARU.lauk dorang semuanye kering,tak banyak yang berkuah.terpaksa lah letak kicap banyak2 huhu. p/s:sup buntut pon ade hehe


- then ape lagi, pegi PASAR BARU.jenjalan je dulu nasihat aunty lina..nanti kita akan datang lagi huhu.bagpack ira hampir dibuka oleh one girl ni.shit,girl nak mencuri! nasib baik ira perasan.
-after that, went to TOKO 3. here got almost all brands of jeans.aku tak beli jeans pun sebab dah gumuks ahaks.just bought a few grafitees.aku n ira hav same taste, pe yang pada aku cantik,then dia pun nak gak huhu..
- then had dinner at RUMAH MAKAN KHAS SUNDA RIUNGSARI.aku makan nasi timbel komplit and fruit punch.boleh la tahan but still tak berkuah.yang bestnya,aunty sham,aunty mas,ira,amy ordered JUS ALPUKAT (alvokado).beriya order tapi last2 tak minum pon sebab dorang takleh terima rasanya yang pelik.hahaha



day 2
-early in the morning we went to TANGKUBAN PERAHU. volcano yang dah tak aktif.kinda cold up there.aku n ira dengan selambanya pakai short sleeve sebab tak tahu wakakaka pastu kesejukan kat atas tu.sejuk sangat,kabus pon tebal.tapi cantik view dia..masa amik gambar lompat2 dengan ira n amy,aku terlanggar batu then jatuh terduduk.malu seyh

-then bila dah puas jenjalan,kitorang pun turun la dari TANGKUBAN PERAHU.tried TAHU TAUHID. memang best! kalau ikutkan its just a normal tahu bakar tapi rasa dia memang best.makan pulak dengan cili api.yup, gigit cili api then gigit tahu pergh,lazat!
-pastu turun lag ke bawah nampak pulak nenas.kitorang beli 3 biji.memang manis! sedap seyh

-lunch kat D'COST SEAFOOD. finally,jumpa tomyam! cowok2 disini ganteng2 haha.tapi yang excited adalah aunty mas,aunty sham bila nampak cowok2 ganteng ni.makanan kat sini,pelik2 nama dia..tak ingat dah pe namanya.

-then ke RUMAH MODE. bumped into FREDDI yang berlakon dalam Bawang Putih Bawang Merah tu.memang ganteng! tapi tak dapat nak amik gambar dengan dia sebab dalam RUMAH MODE takleh nak amik gambar! tak banyak pon yang kitorang beli sebab kat sini quite expensive compared to other FO.

-dinner at BAKSO MALANG hehe..first time makan bakso.ordered bakso granat and strawberry juice.dalam bakso dia ade cili.aunty siti lagi best, dia ingatkan bakso tu berdarah haha..bantai gelak kitorang.


day 3
-hari ni takde supir cos aunty lina saja nak bagi kitorang rasa naik angkutan kota (van kecik as a bus).pepagi lagi dah bergerak.

-ke GEDUNG SATE.ingatkan tempat makan sate,rupa2nya it's kinda like pasar pagi.banyak gile barang kat sini murah2 tapi memang sesak gile!

-then balik bilik dropped the things we bought.after that walked to PASAR BARU. tak de la jauh sangat dari hotel we all.
-yang bestnya siap amik picta kat railway hehe macam takde railway je kat kl kan..but all of the aunties was so sporting..

-hari ni memang habiskan masa kat PASAR BARU je.bought telekung sutera yang cantik dan murah for yantie's hantaran, kain japan cotton,lace 3 pasang,and also souvenirs for my buddies.
-yang tak boleh dilupakan,beli kerepek pisang salai and mamosa mini yang the best!
-ade gak melawat FO yang lain. kat JALAN DAGO pun ade gak. and tah kat mana lagi,banyak sangat FO pegi,sampai dah lupa.

day 4

-time to go back to Malaysia..
-gerak pepagi, jenjalan buat kali terakhir disini.hajat nak beli handbag still tak tercapai, tanya supir,dia bawak pegi RUMAH TAS. and yes i bought new CHANEL handbag.cantik hehe.memula mama cakap cantik,aku tried it on.then aunty mas lak cakap cantik.then aunty sham pulak cakap cantik,ok,beli. hehe
-then kami ke BUTTONBUTTON franchise kat bandung ni..kat sini ada sale,tapi barang tak banyak macam yang malaysia punya.
-pastu nampak stall SURABI.ianya sejenis makanan macam pancake tapi ade topping and ditaburi cheese.aku beli pisang choc cheese and choc cheese. boleh tahan la,tapi bila makan dah sejuk,rasa muak sikit.

-dah puas, balik ke bilik semula and packing.
-flight pukul 5 p.m (waktu bandung) tapi delayed, pukul 6 p.m baru naik.
-9 p.m (malaysia time) landed at LCCT. penat,nasib baik selasa cuti hehe