xtau la knp..maybe dance over sgt on the dinner nyte kot..
it's really hurt..
i cannot bend, cannot sit properly, cannot lay down properly..
i need to sit straight like penyimpan mohor2 besar nak announce raya huhu..
went to klinik,doc said it might be muscle pain only.he gave me ubat sapu and muscle pain pain killer.
tapi slalu klu muscle pain xde la sakit sampai camni skali..
etiqa held a 2nd years annual dinner again at KL Convention Centre.
in the first place, i didnt like the dress so much (bcos it looks like kain langsir) but after put it on and showed to my buddies,they said the dress is ok,no need to buy a new one.i just wore the same dress for the whole nyte.
me n wani
it was so fun and so enjoyable last nyte..
we were the opening gambit!!
we did our best and it was showed on our faces.all the audiences agreed that our performance was great! even ms gyna (our choreographer) was very happy with our performance. at first, after finished the dance we were afraid dat we will disappoint her but we were wrong bcos she totally happy wit our performance.
kudos to all of the dancers!u guys really rawk and roll..we're had so much fun on the stage! the song was fun, and the dancers were so amazingly fun!! (wah puji diri sndri ni hehe)
i've asked shema or lai to take video when we perform but they were too shy to stand in front of the stage. *sigh*
after finished the performance, the waiter served potato wedges, just a blink, all gone into our mouth.mak aii lapar sume ye..the food was okay even not all was good. my stomach was overloaded until i cant take the main course - spaghetti.
guess what, ramli sarip,and man kidal were our guest artiste! they performed kamelia,teratai,doa buat kekasih,jangan tunggu lama2 and the other song title,i forgot damn! whateva it is, papa rock really rocked the nyte. when they started performing, we at the dancers' table started to shout and dance! and we also jalan keretapi in front of the stage while papa rock sang jangan tunggu lama2. OMG, i had so damn much fun last nyte and i dont know how to put it in words. all the staffs who attended the dinner would agreed with me.we're dancing,sang along and had so much fun! even though my stomach was full and sendat plus i wore a belt, i dont care, i kept dancing and singing!
this is one of the menu yummy :)
after ramli sarip performed,its the award time!
we at contact centre won 2 awards of the nyte
the best manager goes to JOANNA TAN (customer care)
the department that living in etiqa's way goes to who else? customer care!!
we were so surprised that we won both awards and when the emcees announced the winner, all of us went on the stage.bagai nak roboh stage tuh. huh its definitely gonna change other staffs' perspective about us!
and here it comes the lucky draw..as last year,the contract staff are not ENTITLED for the lucky draw.. (why so bias?we are ETIQANS also rite?) the grand prize took away a trip for 2 to gold coast australia! alan won too, he won a microwave..huh definitely he will give it to his mom..(apa dia nk wat klu letak umah dia kan hehe)
after the lucky draw,kak yam wanna go home (aku tumpang kak yam balik). i packed my stuff and went down.all the dancers were gone! ai tadi cakap nak amik gmbr kat luar..last2 they all were dancing in front of the stage with our CEO- dato amin!
emm i better go cos its already 1130 pm..arrived home 1215am.
gedebak gedebuk,i went to bed on 1 am..so tired and sleepy but i had so much fun!!
owh i was so gewdiks last nyte..really got into grease mood whereby they were cheeky and ala2 manja (as per gyna) =)
now enjoy the pics..
alamak,scary nye muka without lipstick
~wani~mamu~shira~
half of the dancers backstage
on the stage
the dancers and the cikgu gyna =)
us wit ramli sarip!
me n faizul
well thats only a few from many of the picta of da nyte..
its a go go time!!
saturday nite fever!!
mencucuk langit huhu!!
Etiqa is having its annual dinner again!! and the theme is GREASE
it will be held next week on 25th.but we just received the notification email on 18/11.
and guess what? i'm one of the opening performer!! whoaa
we gonna dance 50's song huhu
looking forward for it
at first i'm not interested of joining the team but wani was the one who excited to join it so i just wanted to company her and after 1st practise, i found it was so fun and enjoyable!
with all the dancers that so sporting and fun, i didnt felt ashamed at all, plus i felt confident with myself and my body :)
btw the dancers are majority from contact center : yatt,fizow,hafiz,azahan,izam,wani and me..so we didnt have much prob to work together plus we also knew all the other dancers.
well my part isnt so hard to practise.just a slower beat than the first one. (i dont noe the title of the songs hehe)
on the second day of practise, we tried a few acrobatic-liked steps.whoa really fun guys!!
well dont wanna tell more bout the steps, i would kill the suprise of the nyte..
just wait and see our performance on 25th Nov 2009!!
i watched 2012 at tgv klcc wit alan.luckily he bought the tix yesterday if not, we will end up frustrated cos all the tix sold out.
excited ni alan and i wanna book the tix. we tried online booking but only ccard accepted, we tried fon booking, fully booked!;
finally,alan went to klcc to buy the tix. thank u alan :)
the film started at 1210 pm. i arrived at klcc around 11.i grabbed rotiboy for bfast and then we headed to cinema.the queue was so damn long..and we walked pass all those peeps that queuing with proud and arrogant cos we hav the tix hahaha.
we bought the must hav item to watch muvee..what else~popcorn!!
damn i had to watch muvee at tgv cos of too cramped seat .but what to do..nk layan 2012 punye pasal huhu..
In "2012", Man does everything he can to save himself and loved ones.
for the first 10 minutes, which showed from year 2009-2011 i do not see motive but when it comes to year 2012, it was so best! the special effects make me had goosebumps and also makes me stopped from chewing my popcorn.collapsing buildings, monstrous tsunamis and powerful earthquakes never looked so good, except maybe the work done on the falling Kazan Cathedral in St Petersburg could have been better.and some of the parts make me wanna cry.i touched when noah said to gordon when the earth started to split and destroyed: 'we are not leaving,he is my dad, we are not leaving without my dad!' (lebey kurang la dialog dia)
but the part that for me was nonsense was the part that all the peeps was saved cos they were in the ark (konon2 mcm nabi noh bina bahtera la) then after the earth was splitted, destroyed, then everything was like re-born. wat the !@#$%^ how can we called it the end of the world if the world is re-born?
this movie kinda mislead people faith and comprehension Islamic.its kinda bida'ah i could say..
when it comes to the silly and humor part, i agree its worked.even though the movie seems serious, there was some part that make people laugh.overall, i gave 3 out of 5 stars.
i still enjoyed the muvee though..
owh ya, our major plan was to have a photoshoot but unfortunately it was raining.so we had to cancel it. after watched muvee, we ate burger king and then we went back to rawang.
i drove alan to bukit sentosa cos he said he wanna change sikin's phone housing.on our way there, there was an accident happened right in front of our car. a motorcyclist banged to a myvi. mamat motor tu was not moving at first, i tot he was dead. we pulled over and alan went out the car to see how the mamat motor's condition. he said its kinda bad, the mamat motor kinda shocked or trauma until he cant move. poor guy but it was mamat motor's fault for riding motor too fast and dangerously.
well, i'm glad and relieved that i arrived home safe and sound.
urgh..i donno what is the prob with my pc at home.
i cant login to blogger that's why i didnt update anything..
dah lupa dah pn pe yg jd kt aku this week huhu
well let's start with the unhappy news first..
we all at contact center received an email from kak has saying that:
Untuk makluman semua,
Anak Mohd Hafiz Razali yg bungsu (6 bulan) sekarang berada di wad kecemasan di Hospital Selayang. Keadaan anaknya kritikal disebabkan pendarahan di otak. Marilah kita bersama - sama berdoa kepada Allah semoga anaknya kembali sembuh. Amin...
Sekian
all of us was surprised by that news.poor that lil girl..i felt like crying,cant imagine how hard for hafiz and wife to take this test from Allah.but i know that he is gonna be strong and all of us are gonna pray for hafiz's baby girl.
cant imagine how is that lil girl go thru all those pain and suffer.
some of our colleagues went to visit him at HUKM. hope to hear good news from them.hafiz is such a nice guy,he is very soft-spoken person and also polite.everyone at contact center like him and i'm sure all of us praying for the best to his baby..
we supposed to have a volleyball match but due to hafiz's condition, it has been postponed. so i decided to go to netball selection at brickfield but it was cancelled too. urm so what to do, i have to go home..
on my way out of main entrance, someone called me.he said his 'baby' broke down and he is waiting for the tow truck.he asked me to join him for a drink. i just follow him cos i dont felt like going home that time.
lepakking at fatty..
we chatted,we laughed and there was something i knew about him..
that he not that bad.. he just trying to have fun to get over his ex..
he told me about what happened between him and his ex.kinda heart breaking story..he seems to love her so much but maybe she didnt see all the sacrifices that he did for her..i realized that he had his good side but all he did was having fun.
he's partying,clubbing just to enjoy his life and the main point i guess is to get over his ex.i didnt even know that his ex is working in the same building as him.
what an ungrateful woman she is.i can see that he still care for her..but maybe they are not meant for each other..
well, i gotta chance to hear him talked to one of his scandal..hehe
he seems like such a caring guy, any girl would cair la when they heard him persuade a girl that felt down with her study. i didnt even know he is such a caring person..yela, we are like dog and cat.he always got his way to make me annoyed. but i know he just teasing me and not to make me really2 annoyed.
i like the way he persuaded that girl.so....how to put it in a word ha..urm donno la..but really can make a girl cair la and kinda fall in love with him. hahahaha
but when he told me that he is involving with drugs, im kinda shocked. it never come across my mind that he took drugs. he said he used to stop taking drugs but after the broke up, he started all over again.
urm.. why men always like that? urm i dont think men only,women are also like that but in a different way. only because of someone that dont want u anymore, u have to destroy your precious life? i dont think so..
i used to face those kind of situation too but i took the path that wont hurt or destroy myself..well, lain org lain cara dia..yes i agree with that but why u took that path?
urm let him decide..he grown up enuf to think about it.who am i to nag or give him an advice.i dont even close with him.just a friend that are not really important to him.
terus aku teringat suggestion from shema.. ade ke patot dia bagi brilliant idea for me to couple with him???!!! (that person i mentioned above)
well, he wasnt so bad. i can accept his social life because i do like man who has his own social life.i donno why i like a badboy hehe but what i cant take is his scandalisme..
ohooo not again la..i dont want to break my heart anymore..cukup2 la its broken into pieces last time..ni baru nak cantum2 balik..if he only like to party,clubbing, i still can take it but not for scandalisme..a big NO!!!
aku ni dah la jenis setia (masuk bakul angkat sendiri) and also jenis jealousy (a bit la).. kang dok mkn ati lak kan..so i just said to shema,lai, wani and janna... just forget it!
it is such a big risk..it's true that people can change but what's the point if he dont want to change himself..right? i used to change a guy that was miserable, ilang arah into a person that who can bought a car and a bike in a year, can support his siblings, has a stable job and stopped from taking drugs and drinking..even his relatives impressed with him.. but in the end...he dumped me..
what enuf is enuf!!!
biarla dia dgn cara dia..i dont think that he need a steady girl rite now when he is enjoying his single and full of scandalisme life..(even though he need a steady girl that he want to take her as a wife,i dont think it's gonna be me..i'm so not his type i guess)
i just pray for him that one day he will change =)
p/s: if 1 day, 'him' read this,sorry, i didnt mean to talk bad bout u..it is just that i'm concern bout u..
ha sambung skit lagi, the tow truck has arrived, we took off from fatty. he went to the towing truck and i headed straight to lrt station..
owh ya, i bought another comic titled : PENTAS REALITI: ASPIRASI SENI by fakhrul anour (one of the cartoonist from GEMPAK and UTOPIA). i tot it is like a normal comic..but i was wrong,it is more to novel..only a few pages that have the comic.. sigh.. but it was kinda okay la..i enjoyed it.. :)
i have a crush on him since we was form 2 which is about 9 years ago..
and he knew bout it..cos if i'm not mistaken i've told him that i've crush on him..
and i still remember he said that: kita jauh,ko kat selangor,aku kt perak..nnt merana diri masing2
if i'm not mistaken it was on 2005 new year's eve.and i agreed with him on that.and on that time i hv a bf so i dont mind he said that.my intention was just to let him know.
then he furthered his studies at UM on 2005 and i was doing my practical started july 2005 at DBKL. we often met up since he studied there.
i still remembered the first time i met him after a few years we havent seen each other, he is so smart, sweet,handsome and i felt in love with him again (eventhough i had a bf) i hv to admit that he took my breath away.
we always chilled out together, went to klcc,midvalley and i having a great time together.owh my,i cant resist the look in his eyes..
i donno y even though i had a bf,i still cant tell my heart to stop adoring,admiring him. i cant tell what's so special on him that made me floating every time he smsed me, ym-ed me..
we was closed before but i've done a huge mistake by introduced my lousy ex-housemate to him.i admit that i was my fault bcos i dont want that girl to tell him that she was my housemate and that girl kept on lying to him (unfortunately,she was not a good liar) and then i came clean to him by telling him that she was my housemate.
since that moment, our friendship started to apart.he pissed off cos he thought we wanted to make fool of himself and he dont trust me anymore eversince.
i misses the time he texted me the cute sms or silly joke sms..even though we still keep in touch but its not the same as before..he kinda giving me the cold shoulder
and tonite..
when i was online facebook-ing..he buzzed me on ym..
we chatted a while until he said he wanted to out. then i asked him
me:ko ade tak nak turun kl dlm ms terdekat ni?
him: xtau lg la cyg,nape?
me: sbb aku nk gtau ko yg aku still hv a crush on u dr dl lg..aku tau ko xde feeling kt aku tp ntah,aku just terasa aku nk gtau ko..2 je la,k bye..
i signed out quickly cos i felt ashamed by telling him that. i dont know what he feel but when i signed in again,i didnt see any message from him.
i regretted it so damn much..
so i guess i've ruined our precious friendship.
i'm sorry KHUZAIRY a.k.a KUCAI,i cant stop it.. i donno why, i donno how but it seems you touched my life...
1] Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yang dia tahu di hati dan matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya. ~yeah but we always wanna know why he/she loves us~
2] Walaupun kamu sudah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia tidak perduli! Baginya yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap menjadi impiannya. ~that is the true love is..cinta xsemestinye bersatu~
3] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, di hati dan matanya kamu selalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah bertambah. ~kita menerima seadanya bukan menjadikan dia seperti yg kita mahu~
4] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu. ~it's becos he/she care bout u~
5] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan SMS seperti ‘Selamat Pagi’,'Selamat Hari Minggu’, ‘Selamat Tidur’,‘Take Care’, dan lain-lain lagi, walaupun kamu tidak membalas SMS-nya, kerana dengan kiriman SMS itulah dia menyatakan cintanya, menyatakan dalam cara yang berbeza,bukan “aku CINTA padamu”, tapi berselindung ayat selain kata cinta itu. ~omigosh, so he still love me?but i know we cant never be 2gether again becos he broke my heart into uncollectable pieces~
6] Jika kamu menyambut hari tahun dan kamu tidak mengundangnya ke majlis yang kamu adakan, setidak-tidaknya dia akan menelefon untuk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim SMS. ~yes he still did..even after 4 years we broke up~
7] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang dia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah melupakannya, kerana saat itu ialah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya.Dan saat itu, matanya pasti berkaca. kerana saat bersamamu itu tidak bisa berulang selalu. ~he still remember all of our moments together even i forgot bout it~
8] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingati setiap kata-kata yang kamu ucapkan, bahkan mungkin kata-kata yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. kerana dia menyematkan kata-kata mu di hatinya,berapa banyak kata-kata penuh harapan yang kau tuturkan padanya, dan akhirnya kau musnahkan? pasti kau lupa, tetapi bukan orang yang mencintai kamu. ~well i still remember those word he said to me but he broke it..~
9] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menggemari lagu-lagu kegemaran kamu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD milik kamu, kerana dia ingin tahu apa kegemaran kamu - kesukaan kamu kesukaannya juga, walaupun sukar meminati kesukaan kamu, tapi akhirnya da berjaya. ~emm no comment on this..but i do tried to like what he likes~
10] Kalau kali terakhir kalian bertemu kamu mungkin sedang selesema, atau batuk-batuk, dia akan sentiasa mengirim SMS atau menelefon untuk bertanya keadaan kamu - kerana dia bimbangkan tentang kamu, peduli tentang kamu. ~emm that was so sweet~
11] Jika kamu mengatakan akan menghadapi ujian, dia akan tanyakan bila ujian itu berlangsung, dan saat harinya tiba dia akan mengirimkan SMS ‘good luck’ untuk memberi semangat kepada kamu. ~that is called caring and loving~
12] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa, tetapi baginya barang itu sangat istimewa. ~yeah it must be have some sentimental value~
13] Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat, ketika sedang bercakap di telefon dengan kamu, sehingga kamu menjadi bingung. Sebenarnya saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup kerana kamu telah menggegarkan dunianya. ~emm pernah ke anybody feel like this towards me? urm i dont think so =( ~
14] Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada di dekat kamu dan ingin menghabiskan hari-harinya hanya dengan kamu. ~yes i bet everyone would feel the same~
15] Jika suatu saat kamu harus pindah ke daerah lain, dia akan sentiasa memberikan nasihat agar kamu waspada dengan persekitaran yang boleh membawa pengaruh buruk kepada kamu. dan jauh dihatinya dia benar-benar takut kehilangan kamu, pernah dengar ‘jauh dimata, jauh dihati?’
16] Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.
17] Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal-hal yang SENGAL seperti menelefon kamu 100 kali dalam masa sehari. Atau mengejutkan kamu di tengah malam dengan mengirim SMS. Sebenarnya ketika itu dia sedang memikirkan kamu. ~that is so sweet~
18] Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang-kadang merindukan kamu dan melakukan hal-hal yang membuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mengatakan tindakannya itu membuat kamu terganggu dia akan
minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.
19] Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan dgn sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia!. bahkan dia begitu gembira kerana dapat membantu kamu. dia tidak pernah
mengelak dari menunaikan permintaan kamu walau sesukar mana permintaan mu.
20] Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akan menghiasi sebahagian besar INBOX-nya. Dia masih menyimpan SMS-SMS dari kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim berbulan-bulan atau bertahun-tahun
yang lalu. Dia juga menyimpan surat-surat kamu di tempat khas dan segala pemberian kamu menjadi benda-benda berharga buatnya.
21] Dan jika kamu cuba menjauhkan diri daripadanya atau memberi reaksi menolaknya, dia akan menyedarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupan kamu, walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya. ~it's hurt~
22] Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan dia akan ada menunggu kamu kerana sebenarnya dia tak pernah mencari orang lain. Dia sentiasa menunggu kamu. ~i'm gonna cry if someone actually did this becos of me..but i guess i'm da one who is waiting~
23] Orang yang begitu mencintaimu, tidak pernah memaksa kamu memberinya sebab dan alasan, walaupun hatinya meronta ingin mengetahui, kerana dia tidak mahu kamu terbeban dengan karenahnya. saat kau pinta dia berlalu,dia pergi tanpa menyalahkan kamu, kerana dia benar-benar mengerti apa itu cinta.
[ Pernah adakah orang yang berbuat seperti di atas kepada kamu? Jika ada,jangan pernah mensia- siakan orang tersebut… kamu akan menyesal melakukannya!]
note: he was the one who cheated on me cos of another girl but he did some of the abovesaid..
i hate to see couples holding hands.. i hate to see couplessmooching.. i hate to see coupleshugging each other.. i hate to see couplesstaring each other eyes... i hate to see couplesdo the couples' stuff...
when i hang out at the mall,all over the place i can see lots of couples hanging around.
they live in their own world that make us see it is so beautiful when we fell in love.
i used to be in that beautiful world too..
i hate that cos...i'm alone now..
sometimes i felt like i'm comfortable being alone..but deep down inside
i wants someone to take care of me, make me laugh, make me feel precious..
it has been over a year since i had someone..
sometimes i wander, is it becos of myself that make them dumped me?
or i always fell in love with the wrong man..
or is it becos of fate? yeah i believe in fate and i never blame fate..
i blamed myself for not being good enuf for a man..
at this moment,i'm still alone but i been surrounded by my besties..
they make me happy, they make silly jokes, they be by my side when i'm down..
but i still need someone to fill in the vacant in my heart.
argh i hate this feeling..maybe i'm used to be pampered by 'him'
that makes me feel like so dependent.. but i'm trying to be independent without a man.
i still remember, what i said to my friend.. 'nina dah mls nk lyn lelaki lg dh.sumenye same je!!'
but now..its different..i feel i need someone..
but i'm so afraid of being dumped again..
i'm sick and tired of a heart break..
sick and tired of crying..
sick and tired of pleading..
i want someone..
i need someone..
but i want and i need someone that can love me more than he loves football.. take care of me more than his car or bike.. guide me to a better living.. lend me his shoulder when i need one..
and the most important thing is we complete each other...
i was a bit moody yesterday and i donno y..
i just not in the mood to answer call and do all the routine..
i hate this feeling..
and the climax of the day was when i received a call from a so called captain that so damn arrogant and he yelled at me and he said that i'm rude!! as far as i'm concern, i didnt have a chance to explain to him. he was the one who talked and yelled, no chance for me to explain or to calm him down.
i'm used to this situation and i know all my colleagues are used to this situation also but i dont know why, i felt so pissed off, but i held my anger back cos i dont want to have bad record.my anger level was at the top and my hand started shaking,my face felt hot.
after the so-no-manners-captain hung up, i started to cry.it was not becos i've been yelled by him but cos i was holding my anger and i cant say anything cos he is our caller. i called shima to be by my side and she tried to calm me down..
i cried and after a few minutes, i'm back to normal its just my eyes became sepet.a few minutes before 630pm,he called again asked for my favor to help him solve his staff's probs.he apologised to me but i was like emm ok its ok..i will never forget his name CAPTAIN HAZERI!
later, i left office alone.as i walked passed through bookstore at lrt bangsar, i saw a comic titled DUNIA DICIPTA DGN GEMBIRA. i bought it and i read it.it was kinda interesting comic and i makes me cheer up again. thanx to this comic, i almost forgot about that so-rude-captain just now.i enjoyed the contents and also the artwork.thanx USAMI MAKI. u cheered me up again :)
i juz checked out stuffs in my pendrives and i saw pictures of me taken by alan a few months back..
i almost forgot how much i love these pics..the pics that he shot, makes me feel beautiful (and it certainly does looked beautiful)
as for alan,i'm his first model.at first i'm kinda shy2 cat cos i know that i'm not that beautiful to be his model but he said, i'm photogenic aww :)
first spot was at klcc.when he asked me to pose,alamak,segannye hehe..but he dont mind cos he knew that i'm not used to this..
i never thought that i'm beautiful hehe it makes me wanna sing Beautiful by christina aguilera
and when alan gave me those pics, i was wow,is that me? cantiknye hehe
it quite sometime since our last shoot..now i'm not the only alan's model, he got a few more girls that are volunteered themself to be his model.and i admitted that they are beautiful and gorgeous more than me..
sometimes it makes me kinda segan to have a photoshoot with alan again since he has gorgeous girls around him now..emm maybe becos i've put on weight huhu..but we had picked a date for our next photoshoot hehe
juz wait n see how it gonna turn out hehe
