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urgh..i donno what is the prob with my pc at home.
i cant login to blogger that's why i didnt update anything..
dah lupa dah pn pe yg jd kt aku this week huhu

well let's start with the unhappy news first..
we all at contact center received an email from kak has saying that:

Untuk makluman semua,
Anak Mohd Hafiz Razali yg bungsu (6 bulan) sekarang berada di wad kecemasan di Hospital Selayang. Keadaan anaknya kritikal disebabkan pendarahan di otak. Marilah kita bersama - sama berdoa kepada Allah semoga anaknya kembali sembuh. Amin...
Sekian

 all of us was surprised by that news.poor that lil girl..i felt like crying,cant imagine how hard for hafiz and wife to take this test from Allah.but i know that he is gonna be strong and all of us are gonna pray for hafiz's baby girl.
cant imagine how is that lil girl go thru all those pain and suffer.
some of our colleagues went to visit him at HUKM. hope to hear good news from them.hafiz is such a nice guy,he is very soft-spoken person and also polite.everyone at contact center like him and i'm sure all of us praying for the best to his baby..

we supposed to have a volleyball match but due to hafiz's condition, it has been postponed. so i decided to go to netball selection at brickfield but it was cancelled too. urm so what to do, i have to go home..
on my way out of main entrance, someone called me.he said his 'baby' broke down and he is waiting for the tow truck.he asked me to join him for a drink. i just follow him cos i dont felt like going home that time.

lepakking at fatty..
we chatted,we laughed and there was something i knew about him..
that he not that bad.. he just trying to have fun to get over his ex..
he told me about what happened between him and his ex.kinda heart breaking story..he seems to love her so much but maybe she didnt see all the sacrifices that he did for her..i realized that he had his good side but all he did was having fun.
he's partying,clubbing just to enjoy his life and the main point i guess is to get over his ex.i didnt even know that his ex is working in the same building as him.
what an ungrateful woman she is.i can see that he still care for her..but maybe they are not meant for each other..

well, i gotta chance to hear him talked to one of his scandal..hehe
he seems like such a caring guy, any girl would cair la when they heard him persuade a girl that felt down with her study. i didnt even know he is such a caring person..yela, we are like dog and cat.he always got his way to make me annoyed. but i know he just teasing me and not to make me really2 annoyed.
i like the way he persuaded that girl.so....how to put it in a word ha..urm donno la..but really can make a girl cair la and kinda fall in love with him. hahahaha

but when he told me that he is involving with drugs, im kinda shocked. it never come across my mind that he took drugs. he said he used to stop taking drugs but after the broke up, he started all over again.
urm.. why men always like that? urm i dont think men only,women are also like that but in a different way. only because of someone that dont want u anymore, u have to destroy your precious life? i dont think so..
i used to face those kind of situation too but i took the path that wont hurt or destroy myself..well, lain org lain cara dia..yes i agree with that but why u took that path?
urm let him decide..he grown up enuf to think about it.who am i to nag or give him an advice.i dont even close with him.just a friend that are not really important to him.

terus aku teringat suggestion from shema.. ade ke patot dia bagi brilliant idea for me to couple with him???!!! (that person i mentioned above)
well, he wasnt so bad. i can accept his social life because i do like man who has his own social life.i donno why i like a badboy hehe but what i cant take is his scandalisme..
ohooo not again la..i dont want to break my heart anymore..cukup2 la its broken into pieces last time..ni baru nak cantum2 balik..if he only like to party,clubbing, i still can take it but not for scandalisme..a big NO!!!
aku ni dah la jenis setia (masuk bakul angkat sendiri) and also jenis jealousy (a bit la).. kang dok mkn ati lak kan..so i just said to shema,lai, wani and janna...
just forget it!
it is such a big risk..it's true that people can change but what's the point if he dont want to change himself..right? i used to change a guy that was miserable, ilang arah into a person that who can bought a car and a bike in a year, can support his siblings, has a stable job and stopped from taking drugs and drinking..even his relatives impressed with him.. but in the end...he dumped me..

what enuf is enuf!!!

biarla dia dgn cara dia..i dont think that he need a steady girl rite now when he is enjoying his single and full of scandalisme life..(even though he need a steady girl that he want to take her as a wife,i dont think it's gonna be me..i'm so not his type i guess)
i just pray for him that one day he will change =)

p/s: if 1 day, 'him' read this,sorry, i didnt mean to talk bad bout u..it is just that i'm concern bout u..

ha sambung skit lagi, the tow truck has arrived, we took off from fatty. he went to the towing truck and i headed straight to lrt station..
owh ya, i bought another comic titled : PENTAS REALITI: ASPIRASI SENI by fakhrul anour (one of the cartoonist from GEMPAK and UTOPIA). i tot it is like a normal comic..but i was wrong,it is more to novel..only a few pages that have the comic.. sigh.. but it was kinda okay la..i enjoyed it.. :)