awkward moment

it's really awkward when you're having a conversation with your ex about your crush or your current boyfie...

i'm having a conversation bout my crush with my ex.omigad! it is so damn awkward but he seems concern bout me..he just asking how's everything going with 'him'?
then the conversation goes...

i dunno how to express what i feel inside when we having this awkward moment..but i feel comfortable spit all out bout KG..

and guess what, he gave me advices bout how to make KG realize my worth..hehehehe
well mr ex,you know what, i like you now more than you were before...

when i start to doubt you,you surprised me

i have to admit that sometimes (almost all the time) i have doubt on you..
i always have negative thoughts bout you after that 'argument'...
but you know what, every time i start to doubt you, you will surprise me with something that i dont even expect.


you always surprised me with something sweet and i melted ^_^
you always know how to make me feel happy and smiling..
how can i ever live without that?

everytime i'm thinking of leaving you because of the 'internal conflict' that you have, you always made me stop and give you another chance even though you have no idea what's on my mind..

i sincerely love you dear, so pretty please make me have full faith on you again with your charm and honesty..

doakan kesihatan beliau..

masa kat kenduri yantie last sunday, abah told me yang atuq tak sedarkan diri sebab kahak dalam paru-paru dia banyak.ayahlong dah bawak pergi hospital and tunggu je resultnya..
kalau ikutkan kepenatan aku,aku malas nak balik dari rumah yantie lagi..ingat nak balik pagi isnin,tapi hati rasa tak sedap..so aku gagahkan juga balik rumah,dalam keadaan hujan yang lebat tu..

esoknya,aku bangun tido,abah cakap doc sahkan atuq kena stroke..so abah suruh semua balik..pe lagi,aku bergegas angkut adik2 aku la nak bawak balik kampung..
dan terus ke terengganu..sampai kat sana pukul 1 pagi..tu pun kalau tak boleh sampai lagi awal,abah la tak bagi bawak laju2..aku bawak 80km/j je..

hari selasa pagi,terus pergi tengok atuk..sedih sangat tengok condition dia..dia langsung tak sedar...cuma kadang2 mengerang sebab banyak kahak dalam paru2 dia...
hari rabu,kitorang dah balik KL sebab atuk still tak ada improvement..cuma tunggu ajelah berita dari ayahlong...

ya Allah,panjangkan lah umur atuk...

pending entry

am waiting for pictures of us in bandung!!!
without those pictas, i dun wanna blog bout bandung yet!!
OMG it was fun,amazing,tired,happy and everything nice with my buddies!!!
wait for the pictas!


and one more thing...
i hope that those sweet things wont be taken away from me...
i love it and of course i will cherish every second but God, please let it lasting...aminnn

vacay!!!

muahahahahaha 

nak gi bercuti lagi!!!!!

yeahhh akan ke bandung esok!

tapi yang tak best nye,konco2 yang lain akan fly petang ni pukul 7 malam..aku esok petang sorang!

takpe,takpe tunggguuuuuuuu

wah terkejut mak!

semalam,hari sabtu ada bowling tournament anjuran Bahagian Senggara Fasiliti Bangunan...team kami sebagai jemputan. kami berempat iaitu kak tikah,adly,akmal yang tidak mengetahui apakah hadiahnya, menyertai pertandingan itu..

held kat Alamanda,Putrajaya. tempat dia memang sangat tak best,dah la tempat kecik.
well, aku main macam tahik! tak tau la kenapa prestasi makin menurun..sobs sobs

aku punya score langsung takde yang llebih 100 untuk 1 frame. sedey giler sebab memang menurun giler prestasi..

whatever pun congrats to kak tikah sebab dia dapat BEST BOWLER! dan BSFJ dapat tempat ke 3 yeay suka suka

thank you dearie

hari ni agak bosan sebabnya ada mesyuarat anggota kat opis. bayangkan dari pukul 8 pagi sampai pukul 4 petang! gila kentang!

tapi tapi tapi..ada cerita best yang buat aku berbunga-bunga ngegeh.
aku dah lunch kat opis,makan free.. tapi KG ajak aku lunch sekali...aku pun setuju aje hehe gatai!
bila aku sampai kat parking kereta aku, aku tengok dia dok mencangkung berbaju melayu warna kuning..aku sangat cair tengok dia pakai baju melayu okai.

disebabkan aku dah makan sekenyang-kenyangnya, aku tengok je dia makan.aku suka sangat tengok dia pakai baju melayu.. hurm walaupun aku tau cerita disebalik baju melayu itu...tapi aku lupakan aje

aku tanya dia: 'kenapa tak pakai samping n songkok sekali, baru nampak macam nak pergi nikah hehe'
dia cakap : 'panas'
aku jawab balik: 'panas kenapa pakai baju ni'
dia jawab : 'sebab,minggu lepas ada orang tu cakap dah lama dia tak nampak orang pakai baju melayu..'

aku terus tersenyum simpul mati..dia pun jeling-jeling aku hehe..seriously, hati aku berbunga-bunga sebab dia pakai baju melayu sebab aku hehe sukanya!!!
terima kasih dearie *_*

u made my day..walaupun sekejap je kita lunch kan sebab hari jumaat kan...

despite of all the negative thoughts i had about you, you have made my day..you have made me smile..
thanks dearie and sorry for the all the negative thoughts..

taylor swift new boyfie?

ahah mereka berkapel rupenye! aku suka dengan taylor swift sebab rupa dia sangat classic dan cumel hehe plus suara and lagu2 dia sedap gak.
well mamat sorang ni pelakon dalam cerita Glee,nama dia Chord Overstreet atau dalam Glee nama dia Sam.mamat ni cute and mulut dia yang lebar tu menarik perhatian hehe..
well they look sweet together hehe..ala masa taylor+taylor pun aku tengok sweet gak hehe

haa nak tau apa benda sweet yang si chord ni cakap pasal perfect girlfriend dia yang menunjukkan ciri2 yang ada kat taylor?


'A girl who’s funny, sweet, likes to laugh, and is a good girl,” he said. “She needs to have somewhat of a taste for country music. And she has to be from the South. She doesn’t have to be, but there’s nothing like Southern food.”



haaa kan shuweet hehe dah la dia nyanyi lagu Baby dalam Glee sangat chumel hehe

nak join ke tak nak

aku stalk blog cik akiss ni haa...
pastu terbaca la entri dia pasal another 30 DAYS CHALLENGE..
macam tergoda hehehe tapi takut aku tak terbuat..
macam yang part 1 hari tu la.memula je beriya dan bersungguh.pastu lame hehehe

ni pulak bulan ni aku agak bizi...so mungkin akan tertinggal lagi huhuhu

yela mana tak nye...
5 mac         - bowling tournament
10-13 mac - nak berjimba kat bandung
18-20 mac - yantie tunang,nikah dan sanding.aku pengapit dan bff nya..

ha lepas tu baru free and easy..

so agaknya bila nak buat huhu akhir kata,tak payah la gedik nak buat..bukan ada orang kisah pun kihkih

kbai

dedicated for you ♥♥

"There are some people in life, that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little bigger, and just live a little better."

"Sometimes we have to realize that certain people stay in our hearts but not in our lives."

"When you love someone, you'll do anything, you'll do every crazy thing, and you can't explain."

"Our small or stupid conversation mean more to me than you'll ever know."

"When u truly care for someone, their mistakes never changes our feelings bcause its the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares."

"You know what takes real courage? Telling someone you love them and expect nothing in return, not even love."

"I can't count how many times I've laid on my bed all night long just thinking about how much you mean to me."