two words!!

i guess this vid is the answer for my previous entry

i guess this is better. (eventho this is the zillionth time is said i wanna stop admiring u,loving u, care for u, etc)

just for you to understand...

i forwarded this clip just for you..

this whole clip expressing how much i wanna be with you..

and i guess it's pretty direct and a straight forward message.

unfortunately, seems like you dont get it or you dont wanna figure it out.

i expected you will reply something for me,but you just like the clip without any further comment.

i dont understand...it's either i'm the one who dont understand that you are not interested or you are the one that dont know how much you mean to me?

well i assume i'm the one who dont understands you..

so,i guess i better stop hoping...cos it seems hopeless..

owh marion..

so kesahihan berita marion counter the howt gal from 1 in a milion ternyata sahih la..

marion akan berkahwin dengan SM Nasarudin (bos besar Naza)
apa yang dipaparkan di sini, betulla..

eh tak sangka hensem pulak SM Nasarudin ni..
sepadan je dorang kan..jeles ni huhu

what ever pun, doakan la yang terbaik untuk dorang and hopefully incik Nasa dapat bimbing Marion..

i am not dat kind of person..so when it happened to me,it was soo not me..

i know i was being childish towards you last week.

i've ruined our plan to go for iftar together.

but if it wasnt because of your lateness, i wont get  mad and wont ruined our iftar date..

you didnt know how happy i was when you asked me out for iftar.

you didnt know how excited i was..

i'm sorry because i didnt answer your smses and your calls.

i was freaking mad at that time.anybody would lose their patience if they were in my shoe.

i've forgave you and i know that i was wrong too..

i hope everything can be same as before..

i have this bad feeling bout our friendship..

i'm sensing that we will be apart..

i dont want that to happen..because why?

because you are the person that filling my thought every single day.

i want to cherish every single moment of our friendship before one of us get married. (ouch i hate saying this)

to my bestie, shema and lai...

i'm sorry cos i cant fulfill your request to remain silent towards him, to put a distance between us..

call me stubborn, silly, hurting my own heart...but i just cant stop!

it's like a drug to me.. 

i know you guys concern but me,myself couldnt understand it either.someday you guys will say 'i've told ya' but my heart wont let me stop. dont you even think that i'm not bother trying! i've tried and tried but this fragile heart seems enjoy being hurt by him....

to you...yes you..

i dont ask much,just wanna be your friend for eternity..i hope nothing will ruin our friendship and please,be honest to me if you getting bored with me.. please dont be like others who just walk away and punish myself with guilty.

yang diidamkan tiba..

akhirnya....

blackberry didalam tanganku..hehe

terkejut kejap tadi masa kat sg wang sebab harga Bb naik compared to last week aku pergi survey.dorang cakap pasal pe tah tadi,aku pon tak ingat dah.

yang bestnya,aku n kawanku reza,amik BB Bold 9700 White Pearl yang sama hehe tetiba lak nampak smart yang putih..

ha ni nak cerita gelagat reza..

memula janji nak beli sesama hari ahad ni..tapi tadi reza call ajak beli harini gak lepas kerja sebab dia takut dia habiskan duit. aku pon ikutkan je la.lepas buke tadi terus ke sg wang. reza,bila dah beli je Bb,masa dalam kereta, dia teruja habis la hehe..pantang dengar Bb berbunyi,dia pun keluarkan bunyi hehe tapi yang bunyi tu bkn dia punya,izam punya..excited giler dia hehe pastu dok sengih2 masa izam settingkan dia punya bb hehe..

hehe apa2 pun,masa berbuka tadi memang best..dapat kumpul n berbuke dengan bebudak ECC dan bergelak ketawa hehe..

nota kaki:congrats to izam,payid,reza,kak ezlin,kak nore,anne,kak intan.. :)) ye saya tau kalau saya tunggu saya akan terima yang sama..tapi mungkin ini rezeki saya..

overprotected gurl

terasa diri tak dihargai pabila semua yang kebaikan yang kita buat tak pernah diambil pusing...
tapi bila kita tak buat kebaikan tu, nampak aje selalu...

pening?aku lagi pening..

macam ni,katakan la...bila sekali aku malas nak kemas rumah,mama dah bising2 cakap aku ni anak dara apa malas...tapi yang selalu aku buat kerja rumah tu, tak pernah nak nampak or acknowledge?!

penat la..selalu kena macam ni...bukan mintak dipuji or diberi award..cukupla dengan perasan apa yang aku buat..

bukan mengungkit,tapi...aku pun sebagai anak punya hati dan perasaan..
dah la nak ambil kereta sendiri pun, warna tak boleh nak ikut warna apa yang kita nak :(

sedar tak sedar, i've let myself being overprotected for over 24 years!
ye lor..bukan aku nak cakap aku baik sangat la,tapi my parent tak pernah sedar ke semua tu?
aku nak duduk rumah sewa pun tak kasi..aku nak balik lewat sikit dari pukul 10malam pun, dok call setiap 10 minit.
ok fine,i know you're worried but i'm doing fine!
for godsake, please let me be free!!!

kalau mama n abah takut aku bergaul dengan budak2 yang sosial,minum arak,ambil dadah, benda tu aku tak pernah heran pun.aku dikelilingi oleh kawan2 ku yang macam2 kerenah.ada yang ambil dadah,minum, etc. tapi demi Allah, aku tak pernah terlintas pun nak try semua tu even sepam rokok!

tapi...mama n abh tak pernah sedar semua tu...ye aku tau mereka risaukan anak perempuan mereka yang sorang je ni..tapi...tolong lah,aku dah besar,dah 24 tahun ok! 

ia datang kembali membawa seribu keberkatan

esok insyallah semua umat Islam seantero dunia akan menyambut bulan Ramadan Al-Mubarak.
aku tak terkecuali la ye..
excited dan terharu jugak la sebab nak puasa lagi (sebenarnya rasa aik sekejapnya dah puasa balik)
hopefully this year tak banyak hari yang 'bulan mengambang'.

bercakap pasal bulan puasa ni, mengingatkan aku kepada juadah-juadah berbuka yang amat meliurkan huhu
belum lagi puasa, dah pikir juadah berbuka..sabar nina sabar..

antara juadah wajib yang ada ketika aku dan family nak berbuka adalah:

1) murtabak

2) popia basah

3) air tebu

dan bermacam-macam lagi la..biasa la nafsu bila time tengah lapar, semua benda nak makan.pendek kata air dalam iklan soya pun sedap. tapi kena la tahankan nafsu tu kan hehe kita buat dia..

sempena ramadan yang bakal tiba ni, saya seperti nama dalam i/c ingin meminta ampun dan maaf atas segala keterlanjuran dari segala segi kepada semua kengkawan yang baca blog saya ini :D dan juga minta dihalalkan makan dan minum ye..

nota kaki:kekenyangan baru lepas makan nasi tomato + ayam masak merah+ kuah dalca + jelatah+buah tembikai+air sirap kawin+ daging masak hitam..mak aii banyaknya hehe

the more i think about it, the more i dont get it

do you have any idea how much i ♥ you?

no? hurm i thought so..

in that case, let me tell you something..

i ♥ you the way you are

i dont wanna change even a tiny little thing about you,but maybe just one thing that you definitely know what it is..

and i will always support you for that no matter what

i ♥ the fact that you always makes me laugh and happy 

but i hate it when you asked 'you never get bored with me?'

NO! because when with you, i always smiling and laughing,cant you see that?

hurm what else that i ♥ bout ya?

i ♥ the way you treat others especially kids and oldies..

deep down, you are such a polite and caring guy 

i ♥ it every time you tease me and make me laugh again and again

i ♥ when you sang a birthday song for me and be the first one to wish me

i ♥ every time you said you missed me

owh boy,seems like i just love everything bout you.

but why cant you see that? 

why you always make excuses everytime i asked you out?

if that is the way you want me to understand that you're not interested, 

then why you keep looking for me when i decided to pull back from you?

it is so hard to understand you, a creature called GUY!

could you please give me some clue?

bapak mithali

aku memang suka tengok lelaki yang muda,baya2 aku (aku muda lagi) memangku anak dengan penuh kasih sayang terpancar di wajahnya..
nampak sangat gentle hearted..aku boleh cair bila tengok lelaki tidorkan anak dia dalam pangkuannya :D

well semalam aku called kawanku..tengah2 borak dengan dia, anak buah dia datang duduk atas kepala adik dia yang still baby yang tengah tido.
mak aii, gangster betul kamu ye..tapi aku rasa comel hehe sebab yang abang ni jeles dengan adik dia hehe..
and then aku dapat la dengar my fren ni suruh abang ni pergi jauh sikit sebab adik dia dah terjaga and aku dapat dengar betapa lembutnya dia dodoikan balik baby tu..
sooo shuweeet of u :D
aku memang tahu yang my fren ni always babysit anak buah dia..tapi bila dapat dengar cara dia, bikin gua cair beb!
i dunno how to put it into words tapi terasa yang dia sangat loving and boleh jadi ayah mithali.btw, dia bukan la baya aku, tapi tua 9 tahun dariku cuma still single hehe

memang sangat chumel bila dengar dia cakap 'shoo bom bom (maknenya suruh tido)'  

lepas tu dia cerita yang si abang ni buat macam2 supaya all the attention goes to him hehe so cute of u,abang..
then dia bagi aku dengar suara baby tu mengeliat,merengek, omg, sangat comel..
aku sangat suka kids especially babies :D

aku menyengih je pegang telefon sebab aku terasa kesweetan dan kecutean dia terserlah ahaks..

*tu baru dalam fon,belum lagi aku tengok dia jaga baby in person..

gambar dari pakcik google

berakhirnya kisah ku sebagai playboy

obviously,it is not me :D

ok ceritanya adalah mengenai my ex-colleague..dahulunya dia merupakan seorang player a.k.a playboy a.k.a buaya darat hehe
tapi betul la,cinta dan kasih sayang merubah segalanya..dia jatuh cinta pada perempuan yang lebih berusia dari dia yang juga merupakan my ex-colleague tetapi itu perempuan sangat gojes dan hawt! peeps wont even cross in their mind that she is 30's.

aku tau cinta merubah segalanya bila kita betul-betul jumpa soulmate kita and it happens to them..this guy, A orangnya tinggi,putih and badan sedap la (ahaks) dan dia dulunya seorang yang suka mempermainkan perempuan..tapi semuanya berubah bila dia betul-betul nak rapat dengan R.
aku ingat lagi mr R (kawan kitorang) pernah cerita yang A diberi warning jangan mainkan perasaan kak R sebab kak R seorang yang baik dan takut it will ruin their friendship. tapi aku terkejut bila A cakap dia takkan main-main, ni memang stok bini.

dan A membuktikan apa yang dia cakap adalah benar sebenar-benarnya, mereka telah selamat ditunangkan pada 1 Ogos lepas dalam busana serba pink..sweet je lelaki pakai baju melayu pink hikhik..

itulah dia, bila cinta itu datang dengan keikhlasan, kita akan melihat segala kekurangan orang itu sebagai penarik hehe

aku ucapkan semoga A dan Kak R berbahagia selamanya cos u guys made a lovely couple :D

Is it You - Cassie

I'm looking for a lover not a friend

Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to

I'm looking for someone who won't pretend

Somebody not afraid to say

The way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands

How I feel

Someone who can keep it real

And who knows the way

The way I like to have it my way

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there

Wants to share

Shows he cares

Thinkin' you're the one that I've been waiting for

[chorus: 2x]

Is it you? Is it you?

Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be the one I need?

I'm looking for someone to share my pain

Someone who I can run to

Who will stay with me when it rains

Someone who I can cry with through the night

Someone who I can trust whose heart is right

And I'm looking for someone

And I'm looking for someone who understands

How I feel

Someone who can keep it real

And who knows the way

The way I like to have it my way

And I'm looking for someone who takes me there

Wants to share

Shows he cares

Thinking you're the one that I've been waiting for

[chorus 2x]

Take for granted how much I care (how much I care)

Appreciates that I'm there

Someone who listens

And someone I can call who isn't afraid of love to share

[chorus 2x]