i have to admit

i have to admit
that i love you more and more
day by day
moment by moment

i have to admit
that i'm afraid to lose you

i have to admit
that i want you to be my imam

i have to admit
that i want you name behind my childrens' name

i have to admit
that i want you to be with me for the rest of my life

but i also have to admit
that my instinct strongly says that you are not for me