APAKAH??

have u ever met someone that u newly knew but that someone influenced your decisions, your mood and even your life?

i have met that someone!

yes, dia mempengaruhiku..wah!!

ingat lagi masa aku teragak-agak nak hantar congrats sms to my ex..
even all my friends gave their opinions...aku still teragak-agak..
then out of nowhere someone messaged me thru FB, said that i should sms my ex asap or else i will keep thinking bout it..
and guess what? lepas baca je mesej dia,aku bagaikan dipukau..terus hantar sms tu..

and we became closer ever since..

aku tak tau la apa kuasa or spell he put me under..but what ever he said, it will influence my decisions or my mood..padahal kitorang tak pernah bertegur pun sebelum tu, just berbalas senyuman kalau terserempak dalam lif..

selalunya bila aku tensi masa kerja..aku IM dia mengadu (wah mengada-ngada) yang aku agak stress dengan call volume yang banyak plus pending cases that need to follow up plus kena maki hamun dengan customer..then dia just taip ayat yang mungkin pada orang lain biasa je..tapi pada aku..it's soothing and makes all the tension flew away..
pelik kan?!

then ada seminggu tu dia pergi KK, so jarang2 dapat sms.. aku menjalani kehidupan harianku macam biasa tapi bila aku dapat call dari dia..aku bagaikan tertelan ecstasy.. aku jadi bersemangat gile! wow betul-betul something..

that's not all..there was much more..

bila aku bagitahu my friends, they said i'm in love..
NO! it's not love but it's something else.. which i dunno what is it exactly..

sampai sekarang aku confuse.. macam mana dia boleh influence aku in every way?